Hey guys! [oh and girls, always forgot, pfft]
My name is Hawk, formerly known as 'Hawkk' and '_ Hawk Hell _'. When those names no longer available, I sometimes use 'Sir Hawk' and 'xNightHawk'. So swaggy names, eh? I know, right. I am a 20 year old male, born in 10th December, 1993. I come from Birmingham (the second largest city with many crimes, almost as huge as London), England, and I still live in Birmingham. I'm wondering to move to countryside because it is safety, less crimes around in countrysides, though it's exorbitant.
I am studying in University, called 'University of Birmingham', involving Dental and Implant Centre. There are many jobs around in this University, but it has better Scientist environmental and IT. So if you want to work for IT, or want to be a Dentist, and live in UK, go to University of Birmingham
Just my advise.
My hobbies are I chat with many people in Internet, playing few games, looking for a better, virtual family in Internet, supporting my real family, playing football, chill and laugh.
The interesting facts about me, is that I look like African-American, but I'm British and my nationality is Britain [I have many families that come from different background, however, I decided to be a real British because I love Britain! No offence, though]. I have my British accents! Plus, as I'm African-American, I look so swag! That's what everyone says. I don't know why, but let's be unique. I'm even more swagger if I wear a suit! No, I'm not joking. When I go to study in University, everyone always say "Hey, you're swagger today" I was like "oh please stfu".
Personal in-game:
Kongregate: xNightHawk
Steam: Hawk or British_Hawk
Begone: Hawkk
Contract Wars: xNightHawk
Universal Gaming Brotherhood: Hawk
SSNC: Hawk
You see, I prefer SSNC than all clans. I'm not trying to compare, but if I do, there are many pros and cons. Thus, no comparisons for me. The reason why I think what makes SSNC a clan to me, is because I used to have some real problems in the past, in real life, was that the connections between my father and my mother were very bad, in a relationship they weren't good enough to look after us. Thus, they fought each other, causing a mentally problem for us, since my three younger brothers hear what my parents say, swearing, shouting, screaming and they even hear banging noises. This is no good for me, I was lucky to survive not becoming a mental problem, sadly, my young three brothers did became a mental. It's like their brain went full of doll. I have elder two sisters, they tried to stop my parents fight each other, while I give some encouragements to my brothers, like playing Xbox, etc... But things seem did not work well.
In fact, if I really wanted to tell you, but before telling you - Muffinman and Sn!per already know what's happening. I remember, last year, in Bliss Forums, Muffinman almost tear! Here, my parents died. My mother died due to breast cancer thus she died younger, cannot fought back to cancer. She gave up. That day before she died, I tried to give some encouragements but seems like it doesn't work. My father died because of heart attack. My doctor explained, it's because my father smoked a lot, but inside me, I don't think so he did. I think he died because he was heartbreaking and those things that he did those things (swearing, shouting, etc...) was hurting him. I was the guy who went downstairs, heard that noises finally stopped, and then saw my father, sobbed, tried to talk to me, but he can't... then he died. After those going on, I have deep emotions, losing some of my memories because I can't keep thinking of how my father did to me, since I was a younger, he used to be a very nice man who will be able to support me a lot. What I lose many memories were that my grammar went down quite a lot, forgotten some adult words sadly... However, I managed to recap through my English and I'm getting better, better and better
Just that the loves and the connections in the relationships of my parents' didn't went quite well. When my parents died, I was the man who comes up and become a head of my family, I support a lot to my two younger brothers who are in schooling, while my other brother still has to do some A-Levels and he's doing extremely well... I mean extremely well. I doubt he needs some encouragements from me
I tried to give some encouragements to my two younger brothers to do well during the GCSE times, to get them to do well, to get good marks, etc. I wanted them to have a good life in the future. I don't want to see the generations of my family go worse, worse and worse. I wanted better, better and better.
That's what makes SSNC a perfect clan to me. A perfect family who will be able to eat together, chatting each other, hanging each other and that's why I'm here. If you wanted to know more information about my life, simply comment here, or PM me here or on UGB. I'm a nice guy, not trying to be so cool [hah], but trying to be a good man who will be able to cheer you out. I followed my feeling, hoping it works this time. If SSNC is a right clan for me, then I'll stay permanently.
As you see, I care a lot about a family. So if SSNC cares about family a lot, then I'm the right man to live the right clan. I love family, it's useful, benefiting my life lasts longer. Without family, I don't see any reason why I should live.
Although I'm British, you don't expect me to have a good Grammar in English, because no one is perfect... I also have many problems, which loses some of my memories, and then I've got some deep emotions. This means that when having some deep emotions, it's hard for me to talk to someone, as sometimes I have some speeches disorder. In real life, I'm recapping for my Grammar to get better, better and better. Soon one day, it will be as great as what people expected about English man speaks 'perfect' English.
Instead of saying 'Welcome to Forums!', say "I love you Hawk!" That makes me have my full confidences to live with y'all
[Pfft, sorry about a long thread... if you want to, I'll cut some. If you think it's fine, I'll let it be]
Subject: Bird introduces itself - oh I'm a Human 
Thu Jul 31, 2014 5:20 am
